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The Columbine Diaries: Old Wounds … New Passions:

I’m usually not to one to force my religious beliefs on others but I don’t hide the fact that I’m a Christian. And by Christian I mean one who tries to follow in the teachings of Christ and believes that Christ is the son of God. Not, “bible-beating zealot who thinks you’re going to hell because you don’t believe in the same things I do”. Now having said that let me share this article with you about a youth pastor from Littleton, Colorado…

I was a youth pastor in Littleton with a youth group made up primarily of Columbine students. In fact, for a time the Bernall family attended our church and Cassie attended some of our meetings. I had made an appointment to meet a student on the Columbine campus for lunch on April 20th, but that morning I woke up feeling very sick and decided to stay home. At 11:30 I got a phone call from one of my interns who was sobbing and urging me to turn on the television.

At first the images struck me as a fire at the school, but within seconds the cold hard reality of what was really going on sunk in to my conscious mind.

The unthinkable was happening. If you were old enough to remember that day, you know what I’m talking about. A quiet suburban neighborhood was transformed into a war zone, except instead of soldiers being shot, there were innocent teens going through hell on earth.

Over the next several months I met with each of my students who were there to let them pour out their anger and grief, and somehow try to answer the unanswerable question of why God would allow this to happen.

Now seven years later the old wounds are reopened with the release of over 900 pages of documents from the killers. Inside you’ll find what you probably expected…angst, hate, vitriolic diatribes, and even a glimpse into the thinking patterns of a psychopath and a depressive.

I’ll be honest, I wasn’t excited about the release of these diaries, I don’t enjoy reliving the feelings of that day. Yet as I have processed things the past few days, I was given an insight that hadn’t occurred to me before.

Perhaps sometimes when old wounds are opened, new passion is born. And that is the case with me today. I work with a ministry that is trying to reach every teen in America with the life changing message of the gospel, and we believe with all our hearts that the message of Christ is the answer to violence in the schools.

One of saddest entries in these diaries is from one of the killers who hoped to find peace in the afterlife. The tragedy of that is that the peace he sought was available to him in this life, and perhaps if he would have found it, 15 families would still have their loved ones. Our hope and prayer is that God will take the calamity and heartbreak of Columbine and use it to reach thousands, even millions of anger ridden students who may simply be looking for peace.

Say what you will about religion but maybe if Harris and Klebold had a little more “Thou shalt not kill” in their lives we wouldn’t even be discussing this.

10 thoughts on “Of God and the Psychopath

  1. imahologram says:

    I have always thought it was disgraceful that the parents of Harris and Klebold NEVER came out and apologized for the actions of their children. I am not one to blame every single thing a kid does on the parents, but damn it if MY kid was building bombs in MY garage I would damn sure know about it!!! And if he went out and killed his classmates, after having played his little games in MY garage, I would have damn sure apologized. And with tear filled eyes and a twisting black hole where my heart used to be, I would feel obligated to make up for the carnage my child caused, for the rest of my life.


  2. Trench says:

    The Klebolds even came out and said that they’re not to blame.


  3. Gina says:

    Matthew 10:7-10


  4. Jim says:

    Austin 3:16 :mrgreen:


  5. Jim says:

    he’s got one now ? 😆


  6. Gina says:

    WWE sucks….UFC RULES!:wink:



  7. Trench says:

    Tito Ortiz is a punk. 😆


  8. Gina says:



  9. Jim says:

    I agree, UFC is much better for matches… but nothing beats the soap opera drama that is WWE


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