I want to be your victim

Not too many days ago it was the 2nd anniversary of Sebastian Bosse’s rampage at the Geschwister Scholl School in Germany where he injured 8 before taking his own life. In one of my trips through the land of the mutants I saw some that posted a sort of tribute to Bosse saying that he’ll be godlike. If that wasn’t bad enough someone posted a follow-up that said they wished they could have been one of his victims.

If your life revolves around the idolization of school shooters you need help. It’s that black and white. It’s wrong.

Sebastian Bosse’s diary

Thanks to an anonymous German reader we have a link to Sebastian Bosse’s diary.

My German skills are basically non-existent but I do recognize at least one phrase. On the entry dated 26.09.2006, which is September 26th for us non-Europeans, he wrote the phrase ERIC HARRIS IST GOTT. It doesn’t take a genius to know that says, “Eric Harris is god”. In the same entry he also invokes the names of Dylan Klebold, Kip Kinkel, and Kimveer Gill.

On the following page assuming that’s from the same date is what appears to be a hit list and possibly a list of names of people to spare. From November 6th on he writes exclusively in English. On November 17th he states that he is “not a fucking psycho”. I beg to differ but I’ve already expounded on that.

On November 18th he laments over the fact that he never had a girlfriend. Neither did I until I was almost 20 but so what? Again, it’s not a reason to shoot up a school. There is no reason to shoot up a school. Cowards like this are just trying to justify to themselves about their murderous intent. It’s not the world’s fault that you don’t have a girlfriend. It’s nothing to be ashamed about. And after I got into my mid to late 20’s I had a lot of girlfriends. So trust me, you’re not going to go your whole life without a girlfriend and there is no woman alive out there worth killing yourself or anybody else over. He also makes a point that he’s not gay, not that there’s anything wrong with that, he says. He stated that he liked the character Jill Valentine from the Resident Evil video games. Almost like she’s a real person, which leads me to believe that Bosse was detached from reality. He says that’s why he named one of his guns Jill. He also says that he named his other gun after Homer Simpson’s gun. I must have missed that episode.

Then he talks about how much he loves his family and how much he hates himself for hurting them like this. If he loved his family so much he wouldn’t have done what he did. He committed one of the most selfish acts a person could commit. He then states that he hopes the other outcasts at his school will be treated better. I can almost guarantee they won’t. Bullies and other criminals don’t care about the repercussions of their actions so they’re probably just going to come down even harder on the outcasts. Then he says he hopes some of the outcasts will be like him and Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, heroes. Like I’ve said before none of them are heroes. People like Bosse, Harris and Klebold are now and have always been cowards. Unable to deal with their own issues they take the cowardly, murderous way out and make things worse for other outcasts. That’s not a hero.

Sebastian Bosse’s farewell video

This is the farewell video of Sebastian Bosse, the gunman from the Geschwister School shooting in Emsdetten, Germany. His mastery of English is uncanny. My guess is to why he recorded the tape in English is that he wanted his video to be seen worldwide and not just in Germany and possibly he wanted to speak in the language of his cowardly heroes Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold. It’s the usual whiny B.S. that he wasn’t accepted by the “cool kids” which leads me even more to believe that a lot of school shootings aren’t about being bullied but about the fact that they’re jealous that the so-called cool kids won’t accept them. When I was in school I wore it as a badge of honor that the cool kids didn’t accept me. Not only that but once I got out of high school I never looked back. He says that the other kids called him a loser. His recent actions proved them right.

Bosse’s Mutancy Confirmed

Report: German who attacked ex-school praised Columbine gunman

Well I was wrong. Earlier today I said I would be very surprised if the fact that German gunman, Sebastian Bosse, was a Harris and Klebold worshiping mutant would make it to the mainstream press…

BERLIN: A German teen who stormed his former school with guns and bombs had venerated as “God” one of the gunmen in the 1999 Columbine shooting in the U.S, according to excerpts from his diary published Wednesday.

“It is terrible how similar Eric (Harris) was to me. I am the further development” of Harris, Bosse said. “I have learned from his mistakes, the bombs.”

On Friday, Bosse had written: “In three days, it will all be over! The people will lie dead on the school yard, the school will burn and my brains will be blown out!”

On the eve of the attack, he wrote that he was sad that what he was planning would distress his family, complained that he had never had a proper girlfriend — and hoped that other “outsiders” would “be like me: a Goddamn hero.”

The article also states that the guns were purchased legally. The article also draws the comparisons between the fact that both Bosse and Harris liked to play “violent” video games. I’m not going to make the argument about video games don’t cause people to kill because that’s just common sense.

However I will comment on something else that’s pretty much common sense. Bosse considered himself and Eric Harris heroes. Nothing could be further from the truth. Just like his so-called hero Bosse is just another cowardly scumbag who couldn’t face up to his own inadequacies. Luckily he failed to live up to his hero’s “standards” by not killing anyone. He was a failure in life and a failure in death just like his heroes.

The flames of hell burn a little more yellow today with addition of one more cowardly soul.

More on Sebastian Bosse and the Geschwister School Shooting

Armed to the Teeth and Crying for Help:

This is a very comprehensive article from Spiegel Online about Sebastian Bosse and the shooting at Geschwister School in Emsdetten, Germany. Again the similarities between Bosse and Kimveer Gill continue even though I’m sure the two incidents are mostly unrelated. The article goes into detail about how Bosse was an outcast when he attended Geschwister. He also obsessed with his school years even after he left the school. And also like Kimveer Gill, Bosse had a fascination with guns and taking pictures of himself posing with guns he owned. As a matter of fact on the day of the shooting Bosse was due in court on charges of possessing an illegal firearm.Of course he played so-called violent video games and listened to metal but I personally think that had nothing to do with his rampage but I’ll get into that a little bit later.And of course the German government is having the knee-jerk reaction to ban these so-called violent games.

And like most of his cowardly predecessors, Sebastian Bosse took the coward’s way out by killing himself rather than facing charges.

There are two mirrors of his farewell letter which are here and here but both are in German and are frequently exceeding bandwidth. If they ever come back up I will try to make a copy and post it here.

Here are some excerpts from his farewell letter…

‘This revenge will be carried out so brutally… that the blood will freeze in your veins. I hate these people and their kind. They must all die.’


“If you realize you’ll never find happiness in your life and the reasons for this pile up day by day, the only option you have is to disappear from this life,” he wrote in a farewell message he posted on the Internet. “The only thing I learned intensively at school was that I’m a loser,” he wrote.

Peer pressure seems to have plagued him throughout his adolescence. He said he realized he lived in a “world in which money rules everything, even in school it was only about that. You had to have the latest cell phone, the latest clothes and the right ‘friends.’ If you didn’t, you weren’t worth any attention. I loathe these people, no, I loathe people,” wrote Sebastian. “What’s it all for? Why should I work? To break myself and retire at 65 and kick the bucket five years later?”


A reader named Toby sent me Bosse’s LiveJournal. It’s in German and the posts are over a year old. However I did notice in his profile that he was a member of a known Columbine “fan” community. That’s right kids, Sebastian Bosse was a mutant. In my opinion that was the real reason behind the shooting. He was nothing more than a Klebod and Harris worshipping copycat scumbag. But I’d be very surprised if that makes it to the mainstream media.They’ll be to concerned with the ridiculous notions that video games and metal music had something to do with this.

German gunman identified

“Well Prepared” Gunman Dies After Bloody Rampage In German School:

The gunman from the Geschwister Scholl in Emsdetten, Germany has been identified as 18-year-old Sebastian Bosse. As it turns out the similarities to Kimveer Gill are almost uncanny…

Police confirm they’ve found a blog that partially explains his actions, although the real motive may have died with the gunman.

“He seems to have been frustrated by a lack of meaning in his life,” state prosecutor Wolfgang Schweer explains. “It appears that he was a loner who decided on his own to do this.”

Those who knew the attacker, identified as Sebastian Bosse, claim he fit the typical stereotype of the school assassin we’ve all come to know too often since Columbine.

He liked violent video games, always dressed in black and didn’t have many friends.

“He was an absolute loner,” 17-year-old Katja Weber confirms. “Guns were his hobby.”

This was no random act either as Bosse had set off smoke bombs so police sharpshooters couldn’t get a bead on him.

Bosse was found dead lying on the floor in a classroom with pipe bombs, two sawed off shotguns, and a knife.

I was unable to find the blog belonging to Bosse. If anyone knows where it is please let me know.