3/20/05: From The Mail Sack

Hey kids. Let’s do something we haven’t done in a long time. Catch up on my hate mail. Doesn’t that sound like fun?

Big surprise here. Our first one is from my entry on the Eric Harris journal

i believe what they did was magnificent! To pay back the world for all the injustices you went through your entire life, it would be a rewarding experience to lash out like Eric and Dylan did. I admire them for doing something i could never do. But the only mistake they made was killing themselves, now they dont get to see the impact that they made on the world.

Comment by unknown — Tuesday Mar 8, 2005 @ 10:49 pm

First off, you’re on AOL so I can already tell you have diminished mental capacity. Secondly what impact did they make? If anything I’m sure it wasn’t the impact they were looking for. If schools were ever to take a serious look at bullying it stopped the day they pulled the trigger. Now instead of worrying about bullying, schools are more focused on kids bringing weapons to schools. You have them to thank for ridiculous zero-tolerance policies while bullying still continues. Good job there.

This next one was a response to another comment on my entry about the Eric Harris worship site

Shadi Ghazanfari you fucken idiot god, jesus and all that shit doesnt even exist. eople that believe in religion are fools dylan and eric are asleep now feeling and thinking nothing, they are not burning in hell recieving daily punishment from satan or whatever crap you believe in. Grow a brain and give religion the kick, its a fucking pile of lies…be an atheist today all you theists!! Start to think with your head !! Besides to all the catholics and christians and so forth why would you want to even worship a stinking jew is beyond me.

Comment by despair — Thursday Mar 10, 2005 @ 1:02 am

Because atheism is so cool these days. Sorry, I’d rather have the promise of life after this one. Besides you’re not really an atheist. You’re obviously just a lowlife anti-Semitic scumbag. And yes Harris and Klebold continue to burn in Hell.

This next one is from our favorite underground rap “artist” Mutant Rabbit


I have a fan base of around 10,000 kids nationwide.

You have four losers who agree with you.

I love this site! Reminds me who we’re fighting against!

-A coward dies a thousand deaths, a hero dies but once.

Eric and Dylan died fighting oppression.

You die a little every day you have to look in the mirror and see you’re half the man they were. You’ve accomplished nothing; played some video games, jerked off under your bed sheets, worked a dead end job. The highlight of your year was beating Halo 2.

Where is your legacy?

Comment by Dead Rabbit — Thursday Mar 10, 2005 @ 3:38 am

I could list all my accomplishments too but I don’t answer to mutants. I just wanted to address one of your points. Harris and Klebold did not die fighting oppression as you put it? Who the fuck were they oppressed by? They were two spoiled suburban white kids. I’m really sure the man was keeping them down. You’re right about one thing though. A coward does die a thousand deaths. And if we judge it on the degree of cowardice then Harris and Klebold will be dying infinite deaths.

The next one is from one of my entries about Matthew Lovett. For those of you who may not remember Matthew Lovett was a New Jersey teen who planned on shooting up his school and made his friends refer to him as “Neo” or “The One”…

Matthew was a sweet guy. Hes actually my bf. They treated him so bad if you had only knew then youd understand ❗

Comment by amarab — Monday Mar 14, 2005 @ 5:07 pm

Again an AOL user. Yes, I’m sure he’s your boyfriend. If I had a nickel every time someone leaves a comment on my site claimed to be some shooters girlfriend I’d be able to buy that Mac Mini I’ve been wanting. By the way sister, sweet guys don’t store rifles, a shotgun, several handguns, swords and 2,000 rounds of ammunition. Yeah, real sweet.

7/11/04: From The Mail Sack

You let the mail pile up for a month and this is what happens. Go the bathroom or get your snacks now because we’re in for a long haul today.

Our first warm fuzzy piece of love was from my entry on Matthew Lovett being sentenced

:???:I go to Collingswood school. I see alot of things. I heard about lovett ( I am new). Everyone agrees that he was severely harrassed. Do you know what that’s like, Trench? I don’t think you do. I think, by the way you judge this guy, that you are one of those that DOES the harrassing. I’m not saying thats reason enough, but give him some slack. Read your comments…they seem pretty VIOLENT to me, so you shouldn’t be talking.

Comment by Lightseeker — Monday Jun 14, 2004 @ 11:37 pm

My response was…

Actually I was harrassed in school but you know what? I got over it. It’s no reason to take up arms and start killing people. And let’s not forget this kid made his friends refer to him as “Neo” or “The One”. It’s obvious he had mental problems. I think the harrassment was just an excuse and was looking for a reason to start shooting people. And please show me where my comments are VIOLENT.

Comment by Trench — Tuesday Jun 15, 2004 @ 12:03 am

I love agreeing with me.

Wow, I never get comments on this entry. It’s from the one about the Eric Harris Journal

Yes, I like their music and Rammstein’s, too. Those bands are awesome but to get things straight – I don’t listen to them because Eric and Dylan liked did. I heard this kind of music way before I got to know about Columbine. Furthermore I think what Eric and Dylan did was wrong but I don’t hate them for it either. Life can be bitch and god knows that so many people are out there who think they own the world, which makes me mad as well….but killing them isn’t the right thing to do. I was never bullied …maybe a small tease here and there but that was rare actually and I think everone has to “endure” that. So I can call myself lucky at least in this case. Anyway…I still can imagine what Eric and Dylan have gone through and it was society which wronged them, not only the jocks at school. I understand that they wanted revenge for nor being accepted, for not being able to show their true capabilities, and for everthing else that just didn’t go as planned. But they had only a couple of weeks left before they would have graduated. They could have moved on. Another city. Different people. High School is one thing, college another. I may have a clue as to why they did it…but I don’t know why they just didn’t say: 3-4 more weeks and all you guys can just kiss our ass because we’re going to get a good job, since we have the brains and you can kick your football until you’re old.

…Well, another thing is…since the ones who are to blame for this massacre in the first place are dead…people are searching for scapegoats and it’s not nice to put the burden onto Eric and Dylan’s parents. They suffered enough. They lost their kids, too and have to take the knowledge to their graves that THEIR sons killed 13 humans. I heard that they searched the rooms from time to time but Dylan and Eric were not stupid. They may have left everthing in plain view on 4/20 because it didn’t matter anymore whether their parents found bomb making material or ammo but the months before they tried everything to keep the stuff hidden. Eric was grounded several times because of the things he did, don’t know about Dylan. What were the parents supposed to do? Cage them? It’s easy to say that they should have seen what was going on and that there were so many warning signs. After something has happened everything seems so obvious. It’s always like that. But I don’t think that their parents would have guessed that the guys planned a massacre. Who could imagine their own flesh and blood to go out and shoot people? The Harris’ and the Klebold’s TRUSTED their sons.

Comment by Jenna — Friday Jun 25, 2004 @ 5:49 pm

And look where TRUSTING their sons got them. 13 people are dead because of their TRUST. It wasn’t TRUST anyway. It was DENIAL. They didn’t want to believe that their kids were bad kids. SHould they have caged their kids? On this instance, yes. Realistically however they should have kept a tighter reign on them. Harris’ mental problems were well documented and couldn’t stay out of trouble. The Klebolds should have kept their mutant offspring away from Harris. You just don’t TRUST a psychopath.

This one is from my entry on Kim Sun-il being killed

this website sucks ass i thought it would show the beheading on this website. like the mpeg but i was wrong so this website sucks dick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Comment by jesus walks — Tuesday Jun 29, 2004 @ 5:48 pm

This comment might as well have been “OMG this site is teh sux0rz.” Or however the hell you spell that. This ladies and gentleman are the so-called enlightened masses who feel they need to view beheading videos.

And again from the Eric Harris Journal entry

I admire what Harris and Klebold did. As for killing innocent people, if the students who watched and did nothing to stop the harrassment of harris and klebold. The are just as guilty, as those who did the actual harrassing.

In WWII, the german people did nothing to stop the killing of 6 million people, very few took up arms to eliminate the threat to humanity.

So if they took up arms to kill the harrassers, well. Soldiers and those who think they are “Warriors” deserve what happens to them.

Comment by ross — Thursday Jul 1, 2004 @ 12:12 am

So let me get this straight. You’re comparing the extermination of millions of Jews by the Nazi’s to two little high school kids getting picked on. That would be laughable if it wasn’t so pathetic. I guess fanatics will use any skewed hypothesis to support their obviously flawed argument.

Another one from the sentencing of Matthew Lovett

Matthew, was not fantisizing at all. He knows exactly what he wanted to do and he was going for. He thinks like me. Its diversity. Diversity is like a graph. Some ppl are at 10, 9. Others are at -10, -9. The ppl that are opposite of each other dont get along, and sometimes hate each other. Matthew and I are very similar. I think I could tell you almost every thought that went through his head. He was tatood by society as a freak. therefor everyone hated him. Anyone who has been hated by a mass group of ppl knows that its a horrible feeling. The longer it lasts, the more your mind decays. You may have once thought that all people are caring and you should try your best to be the person who opens ppls eyes and shows them how to accept others even though theyre different. After one year, you may decide that you hate eveyone, there is no hope for a better life and everyone deserves to die. Ill bet that what happened to Matthew. But he has gone throughmore than 1 year of depression. Hes probally gone through 4 years of bastards that yell “freak” when they see him. He carried a bat with him to make sure that no1 fucked w/ him.


Sure, everyone gets picked on at somepoint in their life, but you will never understand until it happens to you. When you feel like that 1 person who picked on you for so long, should be tortured to an unspeakable death, then you know how he and many other who are too afraid to do anything major, feel.

Comment by SeVaS — Saturday Jul 10, 2004 @ 1:00 pm

And same entry same person…

EVERYONE: The next person that picks on you, dont take it out on some1 else. Grab that bastard by his collar and smash his fucking face in to the concrete. Then you can drown him in his own blood. The way things are today, violence IS the answer. Ppl dont listen. Trust me. Ive tried it.

Comment by SeVaS — Saturday Jul 10, 2004 @ 1:11 pm

Where does everyone get off thinking that I was never excluded or harassed. Sorry kids. I was right there with you. And yeah, it sucks. Probably one of the worst pains ever. Still no excuse to go on a killing spree. Violence is not the answer. Decent parenting is. In most cases of school shooting plots carried out or otherwise, a parent’s guidance could have prevented all of it. Instead, we have parents who want to be their kids’ buddies. Which is fine but there comes a time when you have to stop being a friend and be a parent. Listen to your kids’ problems. Don’t just brush it off as “growing pains”. Don’t be afraid to take it to the school if there is a bullying problem. If the school doesn’t do anything about it take it to the media. Tell everyone who will listen. If they have mental problems get them professional help and stick with it. Just don’t brush it off. Unless you want your kid to end up in jail or dead like so many others. Don’t have the “not my kid” mentality.

Now from my entry about the Eric Harris worship site

Hi, Reading some of the comments on this page made me laugh. Anyway, for all you people who say “They were evil” and stuff, your opinions are classic for the sort of people E & D were gunning for. YOu see, it’s easy to say they were evil, it deflects the blame from you and people like you and back onto the true victims. Saying they’re evil is too easy. You’re the sort of people that probably read the headlines on papers but never the full article. YOu conform to society and take what it has to say. We will always be full of hate when there are people like you around. Eric and Dylan aren’t “burning in hell” as one of you morons wanted t put it. They rejected God but he still loves them. God knows they were victims too, even if you don’t.

Comment by Merlin — Saturday Jul 10, 2004 @ 4:51 pm

You know, it gets old after a while. Harris and Klebold were not victims. They were two mentally disturbed individuals who decided to make their sick fantasies a reality. The “non-conformist” crap you talk about is a joke. Everybody conforms to something whether they like it or not. You’ve just chosen to conform to all the mutants out there who worship these two assclowns as heroes. God may still love them but God also knows they need to be punished for their sins. Therefore they are burning in hell as we speak.

Lastly I got this one in my e-mail with the subject of “who killed who?”…


This is from: daletoronto9@hotmail.com Dale(

Who killed whom??

It is a fact that over 900 rounds were fired at Columbine high school on April 20 1999.

The record shows that Eric and Dylan fired around 177 rounds. So that means that Police and other law enforcement agencies fired the rest. What and who were the Police shooting at?

The Police reports say Eric and Dylan killed themselves, so whom were the cops shooting at. How could highly trained SWAT team members and Police fire over 700 rounds at Eric and Dylan and not hit them once?

Were innocent students killed by Police fire and the deaths blamed on Eric and Dylan?

To put it bluntly um….no. According to this article by CNN police only fired 141 rounds. None of which hit any students. And according to this from CNN Harris and Klebold fired 188 rounds. For a whopping total of 329 rounds fired. The only places I saw that laid claim to 900 rounds were a faulty TIME Magazine report and *gasp* Bowling For Columbine. And as we all know King of All Assclowns Michael Moore never lies. The only site I could find that backs up your story is some conspiracy theory site that says that the government knew Columbine was going to happen before it happened. You and my lizard friend from above need to be sharing the same padded room. Mutants will spin any amount of lies they want to defend their cowardly heroes. When all is said and done they’re just like they’re heroes. Cowards who only live through the blood-soaked fantasies of others. You people who worship and defend Harris and Klebold are aberrations of humanity and for the most part, you will never amount to anything. Get the help that you truly need.

6/13/04: From The Mail Sack

Has it been that long since I last did the mail sack? Well I’ve got plenty to make up for it.

From my entry on the Columbine Death Photos

Eric and Dylan were two people, the same as everyone else. Yes, there is school violence everywhere, but they had the balls to take the next step and make people pay for the pain and torture that was caused. I know that I did not know either of them personally, but I believe I know how they felt. Every day there is someone being broken down by people who show no shame in hurting others. I have a feeling that some day those kids are going to get revenge. That’s just how life is. What comes around, goes around. You hurt, and get hurt. Get over it. Anyone who doesn’t see that is just fucking dense. Thank you and have a nice day. Please respond, I’d love to read what you have to say!

Comment by Sammi — Wednesday Jun 2, 2004 @ 8:53 am

Here was my response…

Ok, you asked for it. It doesn’t take balls to shoot and kill 13 unarmed people. The whole theory about them being harassed by jocks has not been proven. Tell me their names if they were harassed by jocks. You can’t because it didn’t happen. Harris was a psychopath pure and simple. High school is a blip of your entire existence. Being harassed is no reason to shoot anyone. A lot of us including me were harassed in school but we didn’t shoot anyone. You need serious help.

Comment by Trench — Wednesday Jun 2, 2004 @ 9:04 am

What gets me is that this came from a public school district in Maryland. I e-mailed them to let them know what one of their students was up to. I wonder if they did anything about it.

Then there’s this one from my entry about Matthew Lovett being sentenced. The comment came from the same Maryland school district…

I think that people like this kik ass… espicially Eric Harris!!!! Hes my hero. if there is one person in the world that i could meet if i had the opportunity, he would be it. i just wish i had the chance to or at least went to school with him at that time. u know its pretty sad when your hero, the one person u would look up to is dead! well i guess im done for now but this Matthew guy doesnt seem to bad either

Comment by Jerika — Thursday Jun 3, 2004 @ 12:26 pm

No, what’s really sad “Jerika”…if that’s your real name then I feel sorry for you…is that your “hero” is a psychopathic coward who killed 13 unarmed, random people. I seriously hope your school comes down on you like a ton of bricks. It seems to be the thing to do lately. Spellcheck wouldn’t kill you either.

And, surprise surprise, one from my entry on the Eric Harris Journal

Those two people you are calling ’scum bags’ were actually part of the human race. What they did may have been wrong but everyone does wrong and it was wrong that people bullied Eric and Dylan…KLEBOLD spell it right. The parents were not to blame for what happened…it was the boys choice and they were old enough to make the decission themselves. Most parents do not feel the need to search their childs room for guns and pipe bombs. Its not a crime that they gave trust to their son, (Eric) it’s just a crime that people like you don’t understand that they were hurt to. Not only by the death of their son, but for the damage that they caused to other families. The parents of Dylan and Eric cannot be blamed for this crime. No one knew what was going on other than them. warning signs are only obviouse once it has happened and that just happenes to be the case. I no how it feels to be bullied by people that think their so much greater than you. I also know how it feels to want to show them all the pain youve kept inside for so long. Reb and voDKa RIP

Comment by Jema Vile — Wednesday Jun 9, 2004 @ 8:27 am

Ok, pay attention people. I’m going to go through this again. There is no proof they were bullied. Even if they were it’s still no excuse. And while it may not be an “on the books” crime to keep better tabs on your kids it’s a crime against responsibility that Eric Harris’ parents allowed an arsenal to be built under their roof undetected. Why should they have trusted him as he gave them no reason to through past actions? While Harris and KLIEBOLD are ultimately responsible for their crime, their parents are responsible for not doing anything to stop it. Harris and Klebold are not the poster children for the victims of bullying. They are the poster children for cowardice and yes they are scumbags. I’m sorry if you’re being bullied but if you want to show your tormentors something show them that you’re better than them by doing better than them. Trust me when I say that living well is the best revenge. If you can’t handle that then seek psychological help.

“Jerika”…couldn’t your parents decide between either Jennifer or Erika so they named you Jerika…strikes again. This time on my entry about the kids that were suspended for having photos of Harris and Klebold

What the fuck is wrong with having pictures of your heros…well i dunno if they were the heros of those girls but theyre mine. i have many pictures and journal entries saved on my school computer, thats where i am now by the way, and i havent heard anything about it yet when the admin can easily look up in my files. GOD! this just shows how pathetic our govt and school systems really are. they just need to chill the fuck out!!!

Comment by Jerika — Thursday Jun 10, 2004 @ 9:16 am

There’s nothing wrong with it unless your heroes are mass murderers. I guess I need to send another e-mail to your school system considering you basically just confessed to your psychopathic crap. They don’t need to chill out, they need to put you in a room with padded walls.

Matthew Lovett Sentenced


Matthew Lovett

N.J. Teen Gets 10 Years for Slaying Plot:

I told you, about Matthew Lovett last July. He was one of the three NJ teens who planned on shooting three of their school “enemies” then killing random people. He was sentenced to ten years today. He was facing fifty years. At his sentencing, Lovett said his excuse was…

“We decided to go home, back to my house. We realized we were in the wrong. We were just stupid,” Lovett said. “It was more fantasy than anything.”

A fantasy? You have got to be kidding me. It’s not a fantasy when you’re armed with rifles, a shotgun, several handguns, swords and 2,000 rounds of ammunition. That is damn near reality. 10 years is hardly long enough to keep this mutant locked up. His accomplices fared much better. Cody Jackson is serving a five-year prison sentence, for carjacking. Christopher Olson is serving four years for a weapons offense. Olson and Jackson’s parents said their sons were “led astray” by the older Lovett. A very common trait in New Jersey., the “not my kid” syndrome. God forbid that your kids should be held responsible for their actions. Personally, I feel they should each get a year for every round of ammunition they were carrying. But that’s just me.

NJ Teens

N.J. Teen in Alleged Killing Plot Described as Angry, Dark:

OK, I’m thinking bullying wasn’t the motive if this guy walked around town with a baseball bat and practiced martial arts. This is just one bent individual here. This sounds more like a cry for attention from the parent since Matthew Lovett’s brother was the one always getting the attention because of his cleft palate.

NJ Shooting Spree Foiled

Shooting spree foiled:

A Columbine-style killing spree was stopped today in South Jersey. 3 teens sporting trench coats, carrying guns and knives were captured by police after a botched car-jacking. The three were planning to kill three school “enemies” and then kill random people. They did not plan on being taken alive. The oldest suspect, Matthew Lovett, 18, had a Matrix obsession. From the article…

Lovett also imagined an almost supernatural aura around himself, sometimes referring to himself as The Mystic, The One and Neo, friends said. The One and Neo are names for Keanu Reeves’

character in The Matrix film series.

Another Matrix case. I wonder how long it will take before someone starts complaining about the movie.

According to this article Lovett had some anger issues and drew violent pictures and was picked on a lot at school and kept a list of enemies since grade school. Normally I would blame the parents for letting this go undetected but Lovett’s father had his hands full. Lovett’s brother had a cleft palette which required a lot of attention and his mom died 9 years ago. Still, someone had to notice these things. Then again it is the New Jersey public school system we’re talking about.

Actually there is a ton of blame to go around but I’m not going to get into that. What I can’t believe is that even after Columbine and all the copycats since that schools still don’t do anything about bullying. I’m also still amazed that kids are still bullying other kids in the wake of Columbine. Apparently, our children aren’t learning anything at school anymore.

Luckily through their own ineptness they were captured without incident.

Other articles:

N.J. Teens Accused of Plotting Killings

$1 million bail for alleged teen ringleader